Job 10:1 My soul is weary of my life; I will leave my complaint upon myself; I will speak in the bitterness of my soul. His life a burden; his complaint that he could not see the cause or end of God’s punishment: God delighteth not to oppress; nor was his innocence, though suspected by men, hid from God,
Job 10 1-7. He argueth that, being God’s work, in his hands, receiving all from him, God would not destroy him,
Job 10:8-13. His sins expose him to God’s wrath, which was terrible upon him,
Job 10:14-17; curseth his birth: death desirable to him,
Job 10:18-22.
So the sense is, My soul is weary of dwelling in this rotten and miserable carcass. Or, I am from my heart, or with my very soul, weary of my life; and therefore I may be excused if I complain. Or,
My soul is cut off while I live,
i.e. I am dead whilst I live; I am in a manner buried alive.
I will leave my complaint upon myself:
so the sense is, I will complain, and the burden or hazard of so doing I will take upon myself, and be willing to bear it; I must give my sorrows vent,
let come on me what will, as he saith,
Job 13:13. But the words may be read interrogatively,
Shall I then
(or how
can I
then) leave my complaint (i.e. give over complaining)
within
or
concerning
(as the Hebrew
al
oft signifies)
myself? Or they may be rendered thus,
I will strengthen
(as this verb signifies,
Nehemiah 3:8)
my complaint against myself; whereby he implies that he would not complain against God so as to accuse him of injustice, but only against himself, or against his own life; or,
concerning myself, i.e. I must renew and increase my complaints, as God renews and increases my sorrows.
I will speak in the bitterness of my soul;
my extreme misery forceth my complaints from me.